Lonely

-Akon

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there
ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit
then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night
and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn I was dreamin,
for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride,
back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world
ain't neva met a girl
that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come
where you would get up and run
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint noone in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone,
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
________________________________________________________________________

hooked onto this song.
lots to blog.
but i'm feelin lazi.
blog another day.

went tanning yesterdae.. got a teeny weeny bit of a tan.. >_< went after theory lesson.. and i met these 3 really cute sisters while waiting for the bus at bb interchange.. and they started talking to me.. 4, 5 and 9 years old.. so cute.. though it was mainly baby speak to the younger two gurls.. like asking if my bag had a name.. my slippers.. my earrings.. (i tink they were first intrigued by the blue beaded earrings made by amanda *winkz*) took photos while on the bus.. but i can't post it up.. no idea why.. -.-

off today.. went to tp for the htmae.. but i'll hafta go down again on wed.. long story.. took a looooong ride down to tampines.. and there was this guy who was sitting beside me and said something like i have good taste and stuff.. i was like o.O in total shock thinking what had i done that lead to that.. then sorta chatted a bit coz we both got down at the same stop.. convo went smth like that.. "u look like the creative sort (gesturing toward my hands).. studying in tp? .. no.. i'm from a jc.. pjc.. i thought jc students would be more studious.. no.. not necessarily true.. i'm from tampines.. ic.. i'm currently on the simon lee's case.. *blank face*.. the one where the parents poison their kids... oh.. yea alot of emotional, psychological problems etc.. are you interested in psychology (he was reading a book on that.. and i glanced at it awhile.. so that's probably why he asked).. talked about taking courses.. further education.. private degrees and stuff.. etc etc.." chatted all the wae to the control.. and chated outside there for a while too.. quite.. interesting la.. though totally wierd.. then to holland v to do passport sized photos.. gotta collect on another day.. then rush down to je to meet jeremy and to piano.. was super late =X oh well..

and so tmr, dinner with joyce in town.. wed, tp.. then gonna stay over at godma's hse.. *grinz*.. dinner either at her hse.. or .. gavin? will u still be in school?? let mi know yea.. and thanks for helping me find all the info and stuff =)

random quirks.. or maybe not.

somethings are just not meant to be and so if problems arise even way before, shouldn't it foretell of worse in the future?

one who craves for showers of attention can never be with one who cannot give it..
one can never be with someone whom they hope they'll be able to change..
two people with huge egos can never be together..
two stubborn people can never be together..
two selfish people can never be together..
two petty people can never be together..

if love is your's then it will find a way..

there's only so much other people should noe about other people's stuff. >_<
there's only so much i can say here.

Message: Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopes
may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban
areas.
PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper
treatment.
CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a
range of precious stones and absorbs great
quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior
warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly
increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent
known to man.
TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when
happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better
specimen.
POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although
several can be maintained at different
locations as long as specimens do not come
in direct contact with each other.
!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS
ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL

HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.

BE CAUTIOUS.


heh.

Things We Can Learn from a Dog

Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joy ride.

Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy.

When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.

When it's in your best interest, always practice obedience.

Let others know when they've invaded your territory.

Take naps and always stretch before rising.

Run, romp, and play daily.

Eat with gusto and enthusiasm.

Be loyal.

Never pretend to be something you're not.

If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.

When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently.

Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.

Thrive on attention and let people touch you.

Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.

On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree.

When you are happy, dance around and wag your entire body.

No matter how often you are criticized, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout. Run right back and make friends.

an extract from http://newfunpages.com/dogteacher.php3

only one thing to sae.. i'm very very pissed (yes.. u can imagine me spewing forth expletives).. coz my dad dropped my hp >_< and there's a scratch (although it isn't very very obvious).. wadeva *roll eyes*

office is sooooo cold.. -.- i cannot wear sleeveless tops le.. shall wear long long sleeves.. *sniffs* gonna catch a cold lor.. and as i was telling alicia on yesterday, i shall wear long sleeves turtleneck one day.. so cool.. but i must find something to match first.. and sometimes i just feel like wearing gloves.. that is how cold can.. -.-

oh.. and i lurrve my hp.. >_< although it only has basic functions and the cam's the normal vga, i still like it.. =) and i wanna find a pouch for it..

don't u think that listening prooves to be more effective than talking? in more ways than one..

got this off some email attachment..

real love hurts; real love makes u totally vulnerable and open; real love will take you far beyond yourself; and real love will devastate you.

lotsa blog so i've gotta try to cut it short..

went with fiona to westmall after mass on sundae to sign on her new line.. after my insistent nagging.. and so she got a new line and and i got a new hp.. and no.. i didn't bully her ok.. she got a new hp by making mi renew my contract and so now it's my turn to get a new hp.. =)

met alicia earlier today coz she went back to office to pass her colleagues keys.. reached habourfront very very earli.. like 10.45? was supposed to meet at 12 but wenxian had smth on so we pushed it back to 1.. it started out as a very sunny day.. but it slowly became cloudy.. and windy.. so there were only short bouts of sun and i DIDN'T GET A TAN!!.. =/

..but we all had a really good chat while sitting in the water.. it feels like so long since we all met up to really really talk.. talked about guys.. relationship.. work.. friends etc.. man's past relationship.. 'licia and her lao gong (very lao fu lao qi).. me and... 'xian and siyong (quite interesting) and her mom.. 'quan and lenith (complicated stuff/feelings/decisions).. i wouldn't know what to do either.. can sorta understand what she meant though.. and wenxian and someone else brought up bought this other friend and our friendship stuff.. i realised that i've been quite mean?? considering that we were once considered to be quiet long time close friends and all but *shrugs* i'm sorry la.. but i simply cannot.. oh well.. i think i shan't continue..

someone suggested going overseas for a holiday maybe to hongkong or something.. but.. BUT i doubt my mom will allow and liquan has her track training.. competetions coming up and all..

returned to mainland before 5, went to heeren to look at some stuff.. snacked on old chang kee stuff as everyone was so hungry.. parted a little after 6.. liquan and mi home.. man and wenxian for dinner.. alicia and jianhua to her house..

oh.. and i'm thinking of cutting my hair like real short.. probably to the length when i was in nanyang or even shorter.. but i don't dare.. ok.. i noe i've been saeing this for like v.v.long and steph's probably gonna nag at me.. but see how la.. maybe after my stint at citibank.. *grinz*.. and now i'm the only one within the group of us who has long hair.. =D but maybe not for long.. it's just so tempting to snip it all off you see.. long hair? short hair?

smu extravagenza with esther today was sooo crowded.. after that, went to lunch at crepes and cream.. yumm.. had jumbo chicken sausage crepes. walked around at citylink then decided to go downtown to shop a bit before michelle comes down to meet her.. so town we went.. and we shopped.. ok.. i shopped.. coz i ended up buying more stuff than esther.. =/ got 4 pairs of earrings.. =D n a denim bag.. met up with michelle and tailon soon after.. then walked around a bit with michelle and esther while tailon left to go to his aunt's hse??.. left them around four to meet mom at specialist centre coz dad was picking her up there.. walked around there while waiting for her.. and discovered a korean restaurant.. tucked away on the 5th level.. went in to get namecard and have a look at the menu.. had a nice chat with the lady there =) about korean restaurants in singapore, kimchi and *shrugs*..

sentosa with alicia, wenxian, amanda and liquan on mon.. hopefully the weather's good n i'll get a nice tan =D

so tired and so full.. i really should sleep earlier.. dinner today was great.. went with a.anna, vicky, kelvin and fiona..

a.anna made reservations for the korean restaurant at tanjong pagar but i think there wasn't really a need to coz there weren't many people.. it seems korean food isn't as well recieved as japanese food.. that's so sad.. a.anna was late.. or rather we were a lil earlier.. ordered pork, chicken and beef bbq sets.. the latter 2 were nicer.. veg and soup.. the kimchi side dish was not too bad.. not too strong.. and i missed using the metal utensils.. =D and we had a small room to ourselves.. so nice.. privacy.. saw other tables with the bbq sets not in the room.. so we're special.. =D talked and laughed =P

a.anna and fiona kept dropping the meat.. and victoria couldn't stop laughing when i asked fiona in that mock irritated tone why does she like to drop the cooked meat into my cup of tea.. ok la.. it wasn't their fault.. the tong's grip was not very good either.. but still.. vicky laughed till her face turned red and she almost cried laughing non-stop.. ate this green chilli and found it to be quite hot.. not those usually soaked in vinegar.. but a.anna and kelvin said it wasn't.. he even said it was sweet.. so i tried one more to make sure and even gave one to fiona to try.. it was so SPICY i tell u.. i can't believe kelp actually said it was slightly sweet.. teared and kept drinking tea.. i realised that we'd never drank korean tea in korea.. it was v.bland.. like water.. nice.. korean beer was also quite alright.. a lil like tiger beer.. yet somehow diff.. no idea how tho.. n i had to hold the beer mug for our one-armed vicky to drink her cold water.. =D had lotsa fun bbq-ing and chatting from sports injuries (gross/disgusting) to dreams =)

i really should stop referring to a.anna as a.anna on my blog coz fiona commented that it sounds so.. erm.. auntish.. so i shall refer to her as my godma.. well.. she is fiona's godma..and at least half my godma.. coz my godma couldn't make it for my confirmation so a.anna had very nicely crossed over to my side of singapore to stand-in.. heh so she's my godma too.. yay. thanks for the great dinner.. indian food next time huh ??? and chris.. thanks for the intro.. =)

blogging from chris' workstation now.. he's away for some thing and i'm suppose to print some stuff but i can't get it printed.. irritating office printers.. getting puiyu to help.. this is so sad.. IE people can't see what they are typing for the tag-board and can't see the nice pictures attached to those quizzes i did.. n the technical people were just testing the pa system.. damn funny.. and thanx for the lunch treat. and chris will probably kill me.. blogging during work =/

so tired and full.. i've gotta sleep much earlier.. dinner was great.. met up with fiona and kelvin at th mrt station.. a.anna was late.. !! or rather we were early. ok.. fiona commented that calling a.anna a.anna is so.. mm.. auntie-ish.. so i shall call her my godma.. she's fiona's godma and my half-godma coz a godma couldn't make it on my confirmation day so a.anna had v.v.nicely crossed from one side of singapore to the other to stand in.. so she's my half a godma.. -.- hahah.

a.anna.. i mean godma made reservation at new seoul korean restaurant at tanjong pagar but i think it wasn't really necessary coz there weren't many people.. i tink korean food isn't as well received as jap food.. which is so sad.. ordered pork, chicken and beef bbq sets.. veg.. and soup.. and their kimchi side dish was not too bad.. not too strong.. at this green chilli... not the ones usualli eaten with vinegar.. found it to be hot but a.anna and kelvin said it wasn't and kelvin even said it was sweet.. so i tried eating one more and gave one to fiona to 'judge'.. and i'm v.sure it was spicy.. it was so hot till i teared.. and there was no sugar around. a.anna and fiona kept dropping the meat..-.- vicky was so amused when i ask fiona why she had to drop meat into my tea till she couldn't stop laughing. her face turned red and she almost cried from laughing too hard. and i had to hold the beer mug for our one armed 9 yr old so she could drink cold water..=) had lotsa fun bbq-ing.. talking.. from sports injuries (gross) to dreams.. -.- thanx for the dinner.. =) kamsahamidaa.. =D

time to sleep.. n notice i haven't fully changed my way of calling her.. transition state.. tink i'm falling sick again.. not enough sleep.. -.-

You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

You're a Tad Jealous And who can blame you? It's a pretty normal emotion. You tend to keep your jealousy under wraps, except when it matters You have a good nose for telling if your own jealousy is petty or justified But occasionally, you do let your passionate envy get the better of you

You are Barefoot! You're a total free spirit, go with the flow girl You can't be restricted by shoes for very long And unsuprisingly, the same goes for men Your match is out there - and he's as carefree as you are

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue You've got the personality of a blue eyed women You're intense and expressive - and always on the go You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in

You Are a Hype White Leather Shoulder Bag You've got that whole retro-chic, girly thing going on It's like you're right out of Breakfast at Tiffany's You long for the days when all girls wore dresses and had pretty purses But for now, you'll settle for being the foxiest girl in town

You Should Date An Italian! You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

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You Are An Intro-Extrovert! Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time. Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need varity! Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

Let's Call You a Silver Digger You don't weigh a man's appeal only on his income But you've never been known to turn down a free dinner Does this make you sleezy? Not at all! Just make sure not to miss out on your dream guy... Income brackets can change :-)

Your Style is Classy

You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit

You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe

For you style is looking like a million bucks…

And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe


Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Your Inner Muse is Melpomene You are most like this muse of tragedy. While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness. Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side. And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others.

You Are a Natural Beauty! You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless

Your True Sign Is Taurus

Patient

Stubborn

Possessive

Self-Indulgent

Greedy and Generous

Determined and Deliberate

Lover Of All Things Luxurous

Comfort Seeking and Comforting

Your Scent is Still You are simply and totally sophisticated. Your style and class mesmerize everyone you meet. Underneath it all, you are delicate and refreshing. You're different enough to make an impression, that's for sure. Power scents: White pepper, musk, and honeysuckle.

You Are Fall! Thoughtful Expressive Creative Poetic Smart

You Are Artemis! Brave, and a natural born leader. You're willing to fight for what you believe in... And willing to make tough decisions. Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too!

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You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.

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You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless

Your True Sign Is Taurus

Patient
Stubborn
Possessive
Self-Indulgent
Greedy and Generous
Determined and Deliberate
Lover Of All Things Luxurous
Comfort Seeking and Comforting

Guys Like That You're Sensitive And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

Your Scent is Still

You are simply and totally sophisticated.
Your style and class mesmerize everyone you meet.
Underneath it all, you are delicate and refreshing.
You're different enough to make an impression, that's for sure.
Power scents: White pepper, musk, and honeysuckle.

You Are Fall!

Thoughtful
Expressive
Creative
Poetic
Smart

Your Power Color Is Gold

You're dependable and hard working. You never miss a deadline - and you're never late.

You have a clear sense of right and wrong. You're very detail oriented.

You get frustrated when your friends are sloppy - or when they don't follow through.

You're on top of things, and you wish that everyone else was!

You Are Artemis!

Brave, and a natural born leader.

You're willing to fight for what you believe in...

And willing to make tough decisions.

Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too!

You Are Confident Sexy

You're one sexy chica, and you know it.
You've got the confidence to strut your stuff...
And approach any man who happens to catch your eye.
You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie.

Your Inner Muse is Melpomene

You are most like this muse of tragedy.
While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness.
Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side.
And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others.

was v.bored.. got this site off michelle's blog.. family's all over.. noisy.. listening to music..

Your Passion is Purple! You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve. If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through. But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack. You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart. -my fav. colour-

Men See You As Choosy Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait -hmm-

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. -hah.. interesting-

Your Scent is Mango Sultry, sweet, and mellow You enjoy every moment of life! -yummmmy- You Are the Girl Next Door! You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry. Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love. But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it! You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life. -interesting- Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

didn't do much today.. theory in the morning, church after that, then westmall to walk around.. and i have a huge.. HUGE pimple on my nose.. that's probably what jean's suffering too.. issit jean?? aniwaes.. when we left westmall, while walking to the 188 busstop, this guy came over and asked for my number on behalf of his friend.. o_O was in a state of shock and so wasn't able to come up with a witty response.. -.- aniwaes simply told him i was attached and continued walking.. after that then did i realised that he is probably only fiona's age.. i should have asked him how old was he and say something like "i believe i'm very much older than u .. " *rolls eyes* oh well..

came home and napped.. all my relatives are over for dinner.. no idea what's the occasion.. and my aunt just commented that i got so much fairer since i started work.. this is baaaad..

went to sim today.. walked to bb interchange to take 61 down and gavin was so nice to sms mi to pei wo throughout my walk.. haha.. thanks alot.. u're one of the few guys whom i can tan de lai just about anything.. oh well met up with alicia and jianhua there.. looked around.. saw ganeesh, phillip and his gf there.. and.. dom -.- while texting gavin, dom messaged mi too.. asking if i'd like to have dinner n stuff.. was unpleasantly surprised to see him there.. aniwaes..pretended not to see him at sim.. as usual (according to gavin) hah..

interested in some of the courses offered in conjunction with rmit and ub.. biz admin specialising in hrm and arts in comm.. not sure about the recognisability of their degrees.. heard conflicting comments.. if not sim then poly's htm(tp) or physiotherapy(nyp)..? hmm.. mom suggested retaking a's.. but i doubt so. thinking of putting off studying for a year.. but mom will probably kill me.. =/we'll see..

back from pj's talentnite not too long ago.. i'm so glad i went for it.. really.. luckily mdm merle was away at the choir's retreat.. but i would have skipped piano for it aniwae.. steph.. twas a pity that u din go =P ..

left work much later than was supposed to coz i felt really bad leaving so early when everyone else still had stuff to do.. poor puiyu.. only has a small opening to look over to ada's area.. and we hafta cross the lift lobby just to get to the washroom.. -.-

rushed down to meet jem and gavin to grab a quick bite.. apparently the tics were all sold out and it was a full house.. luckily jem got his frens to get seats for us.. =D performance was ... alrite.. not too bad.. hanged around after that .. saw some frens, kidded around and took some pics.. coz we realised that the 3 of us never took pics together before.. luckily gavin brought his camera.. shall we arrange to go again next year???? shall we? but we might have difficulty getting tics n seats.. not like this yr..

met jean, weiling and ruying there!!! haven seen ruying for like 2 yrs? changed a lil .. and jean.. i have no idea how she managed to hurt her nose.. jem was luffing so hard when he saw her.. she was with a plaster on her nose??.. and she din let me take photo with her =/

saw adam too.. but didn't sae hi to him.. coz.. COZ.. i didn't see him sae hi to me.. only saw eunice.. then i was so glad to see her.. oh well.. feeling rather terrible bout that so bad right.. and his commissioning ball thingy.. =/

gavin.. u must try n get more rest ok.. u who had the best complexion that i was sooo envious of =D school ? stress ? take care yea.. and jeremy.. i don't wanna take photo with u le.. and i shall not treat u.. keep on calling me a hamster.. hummpphh. i refuse to help u ask mdm merle if she has any free time slots to take u in.. bah..

last day at work on the 4th level.. well.. there's still the half of tomorrow but yea.. went shopping during lunch break.. ate at delifrance den shopped at six and vnc.. saw this really nice pair of shoes.. more for office type.. but it was like so high.. more than 2 inches i tink.. and i realised that my recent shopping trips, i only notice clothes which can be worn to work.. -.- aniwaes bought a new pair of earrings.. =D

i finally remembered to bring my sicillian lemon bar to work.. so that i could pass one to alicia.. but i forgot to bring the prospectus for nyp's health courses.. i wanted to offered 1 whole bar to christopher but he said it was just ok or smth liddat.. so i shall keep it for myself =P

talentnite tomorrow.. hopefully i can leave earlier so that i can have dinner with jem and gavin.. whom i haven't seen in a long long long long time.. hah. wad should i wear tomorrow?? ... hmm.. >_<

last day at work on the 4th level.. well.. there's still the half of tomorrow but yea.. went shopping during lunch break.. ate at delifrance den shopped at six and vnc.. saw this really nice pair of shoes.. more for office type.. but it was like so high.. more than 2 inches i tink.. and i realised that my recent shopping trips, i only notice clothes which can be worn to work.. -.- aniwaes bought a new pair of earrings.. =D

i finally remembered to bring my sicillian lemon bar to work.. so that i could pass one to alicia.. but i forgot to bring the prospectus for nyp's health courses.. i wanted to offered 1 whole bar to christopher but he said it was just ok or smth liddat.. so i shall keep it for myself =P

talentnite tomorrow.. hopefully i can leave earlier so that i can have dinner with jem and gavin.. whom i haven't seen in a long long long long time.. hah. wad should i wear tomorrow?? ... hmm.. >_<

met a very nice lady yesterday on the way to work.. in the mrt.. halfway into the journey to work, there was a vacant seat in the rather crowded train.. the pregnant lady who was standing beside me actually asked if wanted that seat.. a few stops after, she gave up that seat to an elderly man.. and another lady gave up her saet for that pregnant lady.. so nice.. it's rther rare nowadays.. so heartwarming..

during lunch with alicia yesterday, alicia jokingly said that it'd be my last day on the 4th level today and if i've got my ec's name and if i'd asked for his num.. like wad.. ?? -.- do i ask people for their numbers =P

anyway.. running late.. din blog last night coz mom was out in the living room so i went to bed early..

work today was alright.. peiyu's sick.. poor gurl.. hope she'll be well enuff for work tomorrow or the day after.. office is a tad less interesting without her presence.. as expected, everyone was concerned bout my a's.. but *shrugs*.. =) and someone accidentally burnt himself while smoking.. hah.. smoke sumore la.. =P

gonna ot on wed n thurs.. t'nite on friday.. i hope jeremy managed to get the tics or... mm.. or alot of people will come after him *nods* .. told mom that i'd be working till about 9 for these two days.. she wasn't very happy.. made lotsa noise.. ok.. not alot.. but enuff to irritate me.. not gonna recount lest i get more peeved about it.. i'm still gonna work till 9 tomorrow.. i don't care.. n i believe that she has another reason for being so irritating/picky.. well u had wanted me to get a job? in a very subtle way i must say, so that i wouldn't idle around at home and stuff.. so just accept my timings.. if i'm gonna go tp and considering gavin's tight schedule, my timings will be alot worse.. and i'm not a 10 year old kid.. the taxi driver won't drive me to dunno where.. *rolls eyes*and office is a safe enuff place.. -.-

dinner hopefully.. hopefully next wednesday with a.anna, victoria and fiona.. coz it seems victoria's intrigued by the concept.. korean bbq and stuff.. tentatively at heeren.. yet to confirm.. but i think the korean restaurant at bkt tmh is better.. tho a lil out of the way.. aniwaes just a digression, korean bbq in winter is great and anyone noes the answer to this question/riddle? -why does a stork stand on one leg?- and victoria, all of 9 years, has a blog.. although she only has 2 entries.. haha.. cute.. and victoria.. i wore the earrings u gave me.. so cute..

i've decided to get nokia's 6170.. i still like 7270 but.. BUT.. it soo expensive and i'm not willing to spend that kind of money on it and everyone's probably gonna get it.. eeew.. ok.. i've this penchant for personalised stuff and this thing against having exactly the same stuff as others.. unless it's the basics.. i think i'll absolutely freak out if see someone in the exactly same outfit as me.. u get the drift.. will probably get it by the end of this month.. even though alicia saes it isn't nice.. =P unless i find something really not nice about it.. =D

and i'm thinking of getting new specs.. those coloured resin rim.. very nice.. but i just got my rimless ones not too long ago.. and they aren't cheap.. mom will probably have my hide.. we'll see.. =/

the play yesterday was not bad.. but i didn't think it warranted a 'tickets sold out' sign which we saw when we went to the box office..

went over to suntec to walk around the exhibition booths.. not much help.. mom and dad picked us up for dinner at heeren's marche's.. my treat.. i think the only food worth having is the rostis and crepes.. the sausages are yummie.. mom got herself a watch.. expensive.. tsk.. but it was a quality buy.. went over to paragon coz we wanted to visit marks and spencers.. and finally we managed to find the elusive lemon sicillian bar.. fiona bought 1 for herself.. and i bought 5!!.. 1 for alicia and 4 for me =D and... on the wae to paragon.. dad said he saw this guy telling his female friend that he works in the same office as mi.. like??!? and he was wearing this citibank polo-t.. maybe dad was just kidding.. *shrugs*.. but freaky. walked over to taka after that shopped around but didn't get anything.. went over to cold storage to get some groceries for the quiche she's gonna make soon before heading home.. and somehow i managed to scratch my foot with my heels.. *shakes head* no idea how..

was suppose to go to tp today to apply for htm under jpae.. but gavin saes it'd be better to apply under dae.. which means i have till 31st march.. been online helping alicia find out bout her health courses, making copies of my results, documents.. pretty much enjoying my day off.. and it's a glorious day with the scorching sun.. should have gone tanning -.-.. back to work tomorrow with loads of stuff to do i believe.. having semi frozen yoghurt with honey now.. =D hair dye later.. streaky bright auburn.. yes, self-dye.

went over to a.anna house to read thru the prospectus of further education and stuff.. and visited poor little vicky.. she broke her arm while hanging on a tree.. lil monkey aye.. she didn't let me and fiona sign on her cast.. =( but thanx for that cute earrings u got for mi.. a.anna.. let her read this too.. and fiona's blog.. dun cry ok u little monkey.. it's part of life.. my fingers got slammed by the door too.. long ago when i was a lil older than u.. had zaru soba and miso soup for lunch.. yummie.. but was very full as i was made to finish up all the noodles..

had crab for dinner.. and other stuff like chicken and vegetables.. and rice.. but i onli ate crab and drank soup..

and i'm sick.. *sniffs* dunno where'd i caught the cold from.. used up a quart of the tissue box tissue.. and i was thinking of going for a tan on mon la.. oh well.. luckily i'd taken leave for mon.. =D maybe i can sleep in or smth..

i'll be on tonight so to those who wanna kpo about me.. we'll chat on msn, thru email or my tag board la.. aniwaes.. my results were lousy..

i was second on the class list.. got my results like pretty fast.. when i saw it i was like.. okaay.. and waited for the rest.. steph got hers soon after.. then esther.. i wanted to blog about steph's but nax has access to my blog so i am NOT blogging bout it.. esther should be able to make it to smu as she wanted.. texted mom and a.anna at the same time bout results.. and both replied asking me bout my plans and stuff.. told them it's either poly or private u?? sim?? then a.anna replied 'Rockie sends you kisses..' i almost cried la.. a.anna.. i noe u changed my diapers when i was young but u dunnid to make mi cry la..

and poh sheng came to school specially to look for mi.. o_O well this guy came and passed mi some stuff after i got back my results.. n i looked at him like o_O .. u are? so embarrasing ok.. asked mi bout my results and i simply replied it was lousy and proceeded to seem very busy talking to steph or alicia.. can't remember.. went off with steph.. half an hour later while at the concourse, was talking to steph and annie.. he came over again.. but i still didn't recognise him till he spoke to mi.. and saed he was leaving and stuff.. and that he hopes that he'll see me online blablabla (ok.. i'm guilty of blocking him).. i was like smiling in a patronising wae.. and half nodded and tried to ignore him.. and seemingly busied myself talking to annie and steph -again- i dunno wad to sae la.. sms-ed him soon after he left and thanked him for the gift? and told him sorry but i'm attached and stuff.. and steph saed this wouldn't work on him.. like shiet la.. it didn't work.. and jean and steph ask why don't i just clarify things with him and stuff.. like wad do u want me to sae.. ??? *sighs* and i learnt a lesson.. never never never ever play on the piano in the school canteen on v'dae... oh the trouble it brings.. i don't even remember doing that anyway.. but he apparantly does.. -.-

piano at 8.. i'm off to bang on the piano.. =D

ok.. i'm getting my results in like 15 hrs... alicia's working tomorrow.. coz she din wanna stay at home and get freaked out by her mom.. and so i'm pei-ing her =) the worst thing about getting results is to console people who get better than u but they're crying o_O

did packing today.. moving next fri.. got a few nicks here and there..

and f@#^ la.. mom's still bugging me about the job thing.. fine.. if u sae i'm so selfish and unhelpful and stuff.. i'm damned pissed.. and i dun wanna elaborate.. luckily i still got fiona and alicia to complain to.. thank god..

The End of the World
Sylvia Dee / Arthur Kent

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world,
`cause you don't love me anymore?

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love.

I wake up in the morning and I wonder why ev'rything's the same as it was.
I can't understand, no I can't understand, how life goes on the way it does!

Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said good-bye.

lousy fiona!!! .. make pasta but i din get to eat.. hummppphh.. ask u to make for mi still want to to pay u for the ingredients.. bah..

deja vu..!! ada and peiyu were packing the files to be stored away today and were clarifying some stuff with nampeng.. etc.. aniwae.. i'm sure i dreamt of that exact situation and scene.. freaky.. and did i mention.. the department is relocating from the 4th level to the 14th.. =( i cannot see my ec animore.. =/

i think i'm getting nervous about results.. like who isn't? but actually i'm not?? if i get good enough grades then it'll be great.. if not then it's ok?? but i think.. THINK.. that subconciously i'm jittery bout it.. coz i've realised i'm bingeing ??? chocs, snacks and all..

weighed myself yesterday.. had thought i'd gain weight coz
1) i have been eating and sleeping.. eating and sitting..
2) i haven't been exercising.. jogging, swimming, going to the gym wadnot
but i'm only wad.. ? 44kg? aniwaes.. had kfc for lunch today.. =D

results will be out on fri.. afternoon 2.30.. don't ask about my results ok? thank u .. >_<

wanted to go sentosa this sat.. but i think sun is fading and the rains are coming.. oh well..