so now who is the bigger hypocrite.

the one who talks bad behind another's back.
yet acts nice and obliging in the front.

or the one who finds out about it.
and still acts nice about it.

just say it to my face why don't you.

kinda lazy right now but i know that it i don't update, it'll just snowball.

withdrew from pf just hours before the official opening was to be held at tptcc. was thinking long and hard about it in the shower at 5am. then i figured that i've been neglecting my group projects pretty much and there's loads to do for cya and i need to secure my grades for this sem. lest i risk having to retake it. and so i went back to sleep after that shower. airport for cya later that evening.

and so we didn't go for ayton chalet in the end. me and silin that is. just got lazy and silin had other stuff to attend to. but that meant i was free to go sentosa with godma, godsis and little keith. who is ... my godma's friend's son. kinda complicated huh. outing was great. and little keith was so cute. and little vicky loves luge.


got up at about eightplus. picked little keith up. headed over to vivo. broke fast at toast box. tea egg toast.

primary one keith being primary one. ate till his whole mouth was dirty. but still so super cute.

feeling very auntie-ish.

sentosa expressed in. stopped over at luge for rides. little keith was so afraid of heights but he wanted to do the luge. had one round before it started to drizzle.


got the asa comp card from lyndon for a minimal expense visit to several attractions. skyrided up to images of singapore next while we waited out the rain.

the boss. secretary. and kpo.

more cheesy photos.

touristy.

then carlsberg skytower where keith so wanted to go but ended up making me play some duelmasters card with him. i still have no idea how it works. but sarah just played along.

i couldn't remember what i was trying to say at that point.

4d magix for some pirates show. managed to get comp entry in thru zhong who contacted joavan's dad. keith got frightened a lil alongway. crouched and hid his face. but he tried so hard to be brave. was glad vicky quite enjoyed the whole thing despite her not liking to watch in a cinema setting.



lunched at sarpinos. never knew luge crew had like fiftypercent off. when normal sentosa staff has only ten? little vicky had her hotdog while godma got us hawaiian pizza and lasagne to share. keith did something shocking yet funny and adorable. this sixyearoldgoingtoseven boy actually asked the staff to help clean the table. and he didn't know how to eat a piping hot pizza. so sarah played nanny.

when asked if he could have ice cream, sarah asked keith to go ask the staff if there was discount in a part attempt to discourage him from eating ice cream. but it appeared that ice cream was important. and so he walked INTO the counter. and asked the staff unabashedly the same question i posed to him. the innocence of a six year old.


and then luge again. two rounds with little keith who only wanted me to ride down faster than the wind. then he decided that he had enough of the skyride. whereas vicky wanted another go. unsatiated.

ended our day at luge in the mid afternoon with tired out little kids.


boggled and game of life with the two kids back at godma's place. and little keith didn't understand how the game of life was to be played walked a metre away from us and exclaimed with his back towards us that he didn't want to play no more. coz he felt it was unfair. but we did have fun in the end.

godma says im a good candidate for candid shots. -.-

wednesday was spent at luge. working.

dilemma to cover for liz on thurs or go tan or bring benjy to luge or go birdpark with lugemates or slack at home. the laziness in sarah triumphed and sarah stayed at home on thursday. sleeping, reading, face masking, reading and sleeping. headed out to the optician's to exchange my contacts then met silin, kit, rayner, joavan and ryan for dinner. silin got called home and that left the 5 of us to buffet at marina sq. filled ourselves up with meat and soup and sushi. then there was the diy icecream too.

rushed off to bugis by foot with our full tummies for the dhl balloon. one wonders who would pay so much for that few minutes in a pseudo hot air balloon which is not even fired up. but scenary was nice with singapore's usual night cityscape. headed to bugis for a little shopping but i did not find my shades. the guys got their shirts tho'.

home after that. were we not too full, we'd have stopped by at selegie for beancurd. next time okays?

it's back to work on friday. and i was early. which is rather rare. especially for am. dinnered at vivo with kit and silin. toastbox for tea. waited for rayner boy to end work and then kit and silin started their grooming/facial session on him. what pain he must feel. caught the last bus home with kit.

im missing you guys already.
please tell me i made the right decision.

aights. another overdue entry.
i hear complaints and naggings. subtle it is not.

28th may mon
results for tktg test. 31/40. rather pleased. had cya. can't rmb which cso i did with. i think it was sarah jane. rushed thru presentation for dpd on netherlands. totally forgot about it during preU.

29th may tue
alex-san's bdae. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN. had brunch with chai and gang at bizpark. like after so long. coz now that we aren't in the same class anymore. saw hock. and shawnboo. pleasant surprise seeing people around when you least expect it. ob progrpt was due. thanks to groupmates who covered for me no less.

30th may wed
apel lesson was hilarious. with ungraciousness of letting out air in public spaces and all. submitted dpd.

31st may thu
could have work today and get my double pay. but took off coz i thought we'd be rushing to complete report for dpd. but my group's really great. but it's making my slack quite a bit. but i can't really complain can i? studied ob at godma's.

1st june fri
was suppose to receive the list of cya applicants. caught shrek3 with wyn, veron, jac, darren and weelic. did some shopping before meeting them. sent veron to mrt and jac to meet her mom. then headed to menotti's for desserts. hung around. talked some.

2nd june sat


lunched with nygfs. everyone was late except for ali. like as usual. but manda was the latest due to some traffic jam. shin kushiya's alright. but manda says it makes her melt. hmmm. visited sujuan at chocolate factory and the chocolate truffles make me melt. omg. damn are they good. ok im gg to have some now. manda gave us a lift home.

3rd june sun
worked.

4th june mon
went down to suntec marina area for some retail satisfaction. 2nd purchase from la senza. met fiona and sarah in the evening. had dinner at some hkcafe thingy with fiok after sarah left for work. shared some black pepper chicken chop pasta and thick french toast. black sesame paste too. reminded me of hongkong times with pang and tungling.


skipped cya and went over to godma's.

5th june tues
ob paper was like crap. kept thinking that i had 2hrs instead of 1 coz the pyp which i did was for end sem and had a duration of 2hrs. i'd be really happy if i just passed it. and so sarah rushed through quite a bit. plus i didn't know what to write. doubly whammy. met the girls for some food and shopping at tm. had organic food at cs. was rather good. went back to godma's after some shopping with chai and pang. couldn't go home that night coz fiona's sarah was staying over.

6th june wed
worked pm. swopped with aida who has her diving test that night. with farah at the top. closing at the top really isn't fun. coz i keep thinking some psycho will hijack me and my cash on the way. so sarah usually hurries her way down.

got fiona to come to vivo to pass me my clubwear. and that silly girl carried my black handbag around shopping. dressed as she is. it must have been a sight.

met junie and pang for zouk after that. searched for angie in the throngs of crowd. we grew to appreciate angie's style. of dancing that is. seemed that it was a htm night. met winnie, regina and several other htm people whom i only know by face. met pan, eugene and least expected felix. and for once sarah's legs were aching. the biggest surprise came when i found out carolina was there too. broke fast at 4plus5. sarah was ravished. cabbed over to junie's after dropping angie home. that lucky girl had thursday free.

so much for saying i wouldn't sleep. i did the exact opposite after showering.

7th june thu
got up around 9plus. reached school a little after 11 for project meeting. settled down at the library talked crap but did real work. met rubayn and mitchell who were passing by. had lunch at tm's pastamania. walked around abit. an hour at godma's to grab cya stuff and slack off. got a call godnoeswho but i couldn't pick it up. coz i was using nokiahp. i guess i should really get a new phone soon.

headed back to tp for preU feedback which was really just chitchat with an agenda. headed home to sleep off the fatigue from too little sleep.

somewhere along the day, had this urge to learn diving. imagine just all the sun sea and beaches. how i need a tan desperately. sarah is becoming too fair.

8th june fri
worked am. work was boring PLUS hot. zal made sharlene tie her hair like this. and out of boredom we tied our hair like this and took peektures like this.


ali bf and frens came over for some sentosa-ing and luging. got called in to help lyndon do some credit card txn date entry. i could fall asleep looking at all those numbers and keying them in.

shopped a lil after work. went to try on shoes at vivi. and dresses. sarah has a penchent for dresses. but she hardly wears them.

9th june sat
work was great today. coz my working buddies were sharlene and silin. sharlene am while silin and me were mid. at the top tics. which is extremely rare. and silin sacrificed for me so that i wouldn't need to stand outside and do photosales. quite a few irritating customers though. especially with one lady trying to act smarter than she is. insisting that a certain combination is cheaper than the one i offered. but she said it so self-righteously that i almost believed her for a second. and when she realised her mistake, i could almost roll my eyes.

did you know if a person asks you too many silly questions, it could be that u have a nice voice and they just wanna hear you talk? well i didn't but i learnt it today.

kelly is one good photoseller. she can bullshit her way into getting people to buy photos. which is good for our photo incentive.

10th june sun
free time for myself. like finally. went to settle contacts stuff. couldn't decide on which specs i wanted. perhaps i should just stick to rimless?


went to library. 3 books. got home to homecooked food which made shawn jealous. watched 200 pounds beauty.