was so totally tired coz i have been up the late the last 3 nights? kelvin has enlisted.. i won't be able to get anymore songs =/ but yea.. one less person to chat with online.. got up half hour later than usual.. figured that i'd be v.sleepy at work.. so i skipped my usual ginseng water and made coffee to drink at work.. as i like my coffee thick, sweet and cold, i dumped 3 packets of nescafe, 3 spoons of milkmaid and some milk.. it sure kept me totally awake throughout the day.. and now i'm not even sleepy yet.. -.-

hmm.. received this totally wierd call on my hp today during work.. it was displayed as a private number.. this is gonna sound totally random and wierd but aniwae, i went out to the lobby to answer the call, it was sumone calld michael.. asking if i was sarah.. and that we were supposed to meet last sat at tampines and stuff.. said he saw me at the photoshop and called out to me but i didn't hear him and stuff.. and i was wearing a blue top right? i was like.. okaaaay.. who did u say u were again? do i know you? *raises eyebrow*.. where did u say u saw me again?.. where did i know you from.. ? aniwaes.. he got the wrong sarah.. he was looking for a sarah tan.. but isn't that so totally coincidental and absurdly wierd.. oh wadeva..

i wanted to blog about something.. but some things just can't be blogged.. for fear of offending people or straining relationships.. people whom u used to regard as close friends.. after some time.. (like say now) you realise that maybe the relationship wasn't as true.. you don't really know the person well enough.. vice versa.. oh wells.. i'm not ready/willing to just sour our relationship so i'm just gonna pretend that never happened.. and because i didn't want to face that issue and risk a relationship, fiona became the brunt of my complaints and wadeva.. =P

and alicia's leaving soon.. next friday.. cause she says she couldn't stand her boss and colleagues or something but her reason for leaving isn't entirely that.. and no, christopher.. u may not become big headed and say what a nice boss you are etc.. =P my turn soon.. nyp's application thru.. starts on the 18th.. which means i'll also have to end next friday.. but still waiting for tp's.. *crosses fingers*.. i think i'll choose htmae over dr...