haha.. okaay.. wasn't intending to blog at all today coz 1. i'm very tired.. 2. feeling damn sian.. 3. have loads to do.. well yea.. BUT while i was blog hopping, read wenxian's entry.. she who doesn't blog much/often.. this is what she said :

this was taken from sarah's blog...
Saturday, June 04, 2005
this short entry is dedicated to wenxian and her last message to me =)
as with alicia, there is no one word to describe you gurl.. wacky, live of the group but most of all u're simply insecure.. unsure.. am i right? am i right?? am i right??? >.<
aniwaes.. miss you guys.. when's amanda coming back from shanghai?? 6th issit?? meet up.. i want a meet up!!!

and this from ali's...
dedication to my 'old' fren...11:25 a.m. on 2005-06-02
chua boon xian..when u asked me to describe u in juz one word..i was stumped..firstly because my vocabulary wasn't tt gd all e while..n secondly i simply cld nt find a word tt was truely u..
was tinking along tis line..someone who tries her veri best to liven up e atmosphere for others..leading most to label her as wacky or crazy..yet we know tt deep down she's someone who lacks confidence..n unsure abt herself..if anyone knows any word tt has e meaning of e above pls tell me horz..*improve my vocab mahz..*
well..mani a times we always put up a false front nt to appear as fake..bt to protect ourselves frm e harsh realities of e society..
when u're at e lowest pt of ur life..juz take some time to appreciate wad u haf..when life seems to be at itz worst..you can certainly expect a pleasant twist to it..dun worry..i look forward to mitin up wif u guys soon..n hopefully i'd c u in fass..*winkz*

thanks you 2 for doing this... it really touched my heart and im not gonna deny im crying as im typing this entry. it never occurred to me tt i was tt transparent. i always thought i covered up pretty well... guess it didnt slip past you... yes sa... you are right... im insecure insecure insecure!!! and i hate this feeling and never know how to get rid off it. haiz... anyway... im happy everytime i get to meet you guys... we hardly ever meet v often... but when we do... lets just say the chemistry never changes... and i love you guys for everything you have done for me whether i know it or not... so ya... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

almost cried when i read this la.. ok fine.. was crying.. but not for long cause i was msn-ing with kelvin and gavin and a whole load others which were talking all about different stuff.. so like kinda spoilt the mood.. *shrugs*

rushed commskills in school when we were supposed to do bcs.. decided to type it out after all.. ohh.. almost half the class wore sch u.. so on!! hahah.. i love my class.. shall post pics when i'm freer.. intht after that.. whole bunch of us walked into lt.. aniwaes.. i swear the whole school was staring at us.. but heck.. and shaun made this comment that it's quite interesting to notice the hand gestures of people.. and the whole lecture was kinda noticing the lecturer's hands gestures.. thanks shaun.. thanks -.- ffbsci was interesting as usual but something freaky occured.. mr goh was telling us about his experience of encouraging the consumption of dessert (long story) at a restaurant he worked at, then wesley who was sitting beside me made a comment which had no insult at our tutor.. but apparently i think mr goh heard it wrongly and thought wesley's comment was a dig at him and all and said in this really scary manner 'u have an issue with what i said?' i tell u.. it was damn scary coz the whole mood changed.. the class fell silent and wesley was in total shock (and according to samuel, his face turned white and all -.-) cause he didn't say anything insulting or what.. after like 15 seconds of silence which felt like forever, wesley repeated what he said in defense but mr goh didn't believe him.. o.O then i was like *nods.. nods* then mr goh seemed to believe and continued with lessons.. >.< FREAKY.. commskills after that.. had to let mr darshan comment on our outline and intro individually so groups of like 5 queued at a time while the rest of the class fell into a photo taking frenzy.. -.- my class is forever taking photos.. haha.. interesting.. was quite happy with myself but a lil worried too coz mr darshan didn't really comment on my piece.. while i see him making corrections, drawing stuff on the others work.. hmm.. he mainly just ticked ticked and ticked.. *shrugs*.. joined in the photo taking after that.. only realised that i didn't have my hp with me around 5plus.. -.- didn't really have mood to smile and take photos after that.. haha but still took photos la.. stayed back to work on a project with my group.. and left the school quite late.. found out some gossip/news.. but it's not bloggable.. =D sianz..

i'm officially quite irritated with jeremy.. oh bother..