i don't like it one bit..

conflicts within class.. the class which was supposedly the subject of envy for some other coursemates.. the class which was rather enthusiatic about events.. the class which i thought was quite the best freshie class.. over what? differing views which no one really wants to voice out.. all waiting.. and waiting.. for the ticking bomb.. if not, not being able to overcome it and simply.. oh bother.. i don't even know what to say anymore.. >.< heard both sides.. or maybe more than that.. each defensive.. not wanting to trash it out.. one claiming the inability to work with another.. but that's the way the world goes -.- not ever in my 19 years of life.. well yea.. there may have been serious clashing cliques in 3,4/5 .. and group cliques in 09 but.. not like this??.. perhaps it's the nature of htm students.. more outspoken perhaps? more garang? more opinionated.. but then again.. there's personal conflicts too.. *sighs*

you cannot choose who to work with.
you cannot do things halfway.
you cannot be so petty/narrow-minded/si3 xin1 yan3.
you cannot alot of things..

after school was spent waiting awhile while some of them went to view the notebooks and all.. then off to mensa to have some food as steph was craving for kway chap.. and as usual.. samuel entertained us all very bloody well.. then moved our asses over to the comp labs.. where we heard a story.. then i had to leave as i'd take like forever to get home.. left school with wesley as audrey had to while time away due to her drum lessons at 8 and shawn, sam and steph had project to work on.. talked quite a bit with wes, heard his story but still wasn't able to convince him to put the differences aside and put the act together for the class and all.. he simply couldn't work with him he says.. *sighs*

actually lots more to say.. but thoughts are unsorted yet.. -.-