i cannot believe a semester is almost over.. lessons-wise i mean.. there's still a week of study breaks and another week of exams and we done for the sem.. =/

loads to say about the people in my class that i don't even know where to begin.. so this entry will be very random.. VERY..

the people i got to knew 1st in class were anni, chai and keagan.. not know as in know.. but the first few whom i had impressions of... had a great orientation especially with chai and audrey who were enthu enough to cheer together =D

lessons were quite slack till the projects, pbls set in.. got to see the different sides of people.. taught me that i could not take people for who/what they looked.. how different people reacted under stress and how hypocritical some can get >.< and sarah has learnt to catch hours of sleep before waking up to do work in the middle of the night.. or morning for that matter.. the sofa has also become my 2nd bed during project period..

all the wonderful memories spent hanging out with the different groups in class.. people like audrey.. huiting.. samuel.. shawn.. wesley.. etc etc.. and even samuel's sam who isn't in our class by the way.. aiyah.. i don't even know where to start.. all the crappiness.. the lame-ness.. the project periods although we're not all in the same group.. the never-fail-to-brighten-your-day kinda stuff that makes the poly life so far all the more worthwhile.. as i was saying in my previous entry that i was jealous of manda's dorm life..i wouldn't have traded this for a dorm life tho'.. studying something which i would like like engineering or something.. neither would i have traded a career in sq for this.. really glad that i chose to continue studying here *big grins*

had dinner with angie yesterday at mensa.. before heading home.. was talking about our class and all.. and the possibilities of who ending up with who in classes next sem.. damn sad can.. -.- and she said that there's a rumour going on that we'll be grouped according to our cds next year.. don't know how true that it tho'..

ok.. finally.. i'm gonna blog about siejen.. loadsa stuff.. but not all of it will be out here.. and siejen.. i know u're gonna read this sometime.. i just don't know when.. but this section is dedicated to you.. i kinda know all the funny (read: not haha funny.. but wierdly funny) stuff like attacking my hair and wadnots.. and no.. i don't see it as a threat.. personally i find it quite funny and alicia said.. all the better.. then i'll have a resolution to cut it short aniway.. and i feel that u attempting to harm yourself is damn silly..

tho' drey says "no.. no.." meaning that i shouldn't have blogged this para out.. but here goes.. i do know that u are experiencing family problems.. and maybe emotional problems too. but i'm sure it doesn't warrant cutting/lacerating your wrist right????? that is like so damn silly can.. firstly, you cannot solve any problems like this secondly, u are making people around u worry.. people like nadiah and yangying ok.. even i am not close to you was worried that day. it is so so not funny. and we didn't have your full contacts. and you weren't replying. almost had to resort to getting it from another friend. thirdly, .. i don't know what to say. what you are doing is DEMEANING youself and i can only tell you that there are more solutions to your problems than what u are doing ok.

shoot me if i am wrong, but all this was done in attempt to gain attention.. not the conventional aa (attract attention.. where one's dressing tells all etc) but hoping some people would show you more care and concern.. sense of belonging (i heard bout your clique thing) etc.. something which you might feel is lacking from your life due to your current situation. i don't see your brother reacting in the same wae. tho' i don't know him. don't know how right am i and i'm waiting for u to tell me..

and i have this niggling feeling that you don't really like me.. tho i think it might.. MIGHT have changed now.. and liking is very relative.. so i don't really know what or how to say all this to you face to face.. so i hope u'll read this anyway.. =)

i know so many people are gonna feedback to me saying that i shouldn't have typed this out anywae.. but i don't care.. audrey just said this to me "sarah.. i think u're a very caring person.. like very guan xin even tho.... " .. ha.. i beg to differ la drey.. i just don't wish for untoward stuff happening to my friends (read: including aqquaintances or people that i know of) .. it's just.. well.. i don't know.. i don't want stuff like that to happen u noe..

so much for this entry.. going off for dinner with drey who's beside me and is changing her blogskin then muts =) .. moulin rouge.. not really interested interested in the show.. but company's the main factor..