i finally feel like i do have some time to blog but i can't remember what's there to update. i'm not really ageing am i?

and i had to reread my last 3 entries, check my half updated schedule before i could piece out whatever comes in the following paragraphs.

let's see.

had SJCC pastry demo which me and chai sorta felt cheated coz we both had the impression that it was the savoury pastry kind. but ended up it was more of a chocolate thingy demo. it was nice tho'. food pics up another time.

started school on the following monday with service. so not a good way to start the second-half of the term. had to wear my super high faux aldo heels which was totally inappropriate coz it turned out i was assign to petit. and during grooming checks, mr lee still asked if i would be able to complete the day in those heels. anyhows, got myself doing take-away orders so i was lucky. and got to know chelsia a lil better.

had jazz by the beach training/briefing afterwards with felix, drey and frens. ended late. got dad to pick me up at macs after getting fries for dinner.

rest of the week was pretty much rushing BESE powerpoint and CRS maps. BESE quiz was totally crap. wonder why'd i bother studying for it in the first place. briefing on fri was skippable too. interivew was a breeze coz it wasn't even really like one. but i'm having second thoughts about it. with all the training dates and all. so gonna clash with so many other stuff. we'll see.

woke up late on the NY funfair saturday. which resulted in me being late. again. went around just walking. not really recognising anyone. like who am i kidding. i DONT recognise anyone else. it's been what? 4 years? dont i feel old. way much bigger scale then our internal event during my time. met our physics teacher but apparently he'd forgotten me, ali and manda. but he was still him. =)

left rather early as i had to rush to sentosa for jazz by the beach. missed out on meeting wenxian. and missed sitting in our old class. reminicsing the old times. -- see ali's blog.

slow draggy night due to world cup. a couple of us got let off early but we hung around enjoying the music and drinks. saw some not bad looking caucasian young males which instantly made me think how junie would have gone crazy if she was with me. =P

it was back to tas the next day for crs meeting. 7days straight in sentosa. none for tanning. and did i add i'm losing my tan if i havent already lost it. =/

skipped service on monday coz i woke up too freaking late. decided that since i was heading to the doctor's to see doctor lee about my face allergy/infection, i might as well get an mc too and save me the trouble of rushing to school in a cab and maybe still end up late.

turns out my face condition was alleged to be an allergy. to what? new cleansers/makeup. but i'd not changed then for like a year already. and whoever applies blusher at those two spot on the cheek. well not me at least. anyhows. it's much much better now already anyway so the cream and oral medication apparently worked.

ssm quiz was alright tho' i'd forgotten what beer do they serve in the rits and i wrote heineken instead of carlsberg. oh wells.

burned the midnight oil for powerpoint with junie and ended up didn't turn out right on the projector. u bet i was livid. but we went through with it. nervous as always. well considering i only did my oral prep on the day itself it's justifiable =P

me and junie changed back to civilian clothes after that and sat outside the class waiting for the next group to end for fear we'd disrupt them. ended up napping for a while at the benches outside the room.

crapped through pbl assessment for marketing earlier in the morning. it was more like an oral assessment tho. did zero prep. the whole group actually i think. but mr pras said he liked what he was hearing. hah. are we good crappers or are we good crappers.

spss test was =/ skip.

decided to head back to tp for sl apppreciation dinner coz i had to get my cya vest from godma's. cabbed down with wes, silin and shawn. conversation and company couldnt have been better. we need 03 time. again.

received news that crs map deadline was pushed back to monday. i suppose if the rest had known earlier, there'd be a better turn up from htm.

it was great meeting mag and as usual, i had to tiptoe and complain about her being too tall for a hug from me =P had loads of laughters with the rest.

sometimes absence really does not make the heart grow fonder. it just fades to nothingness. hmm.. i think i remember saying this a very long time ago. or a part of it.

got freaking pissed with fiona that night but got it off my chest after a brief emotion well up and ranting to pang.

and then we wondered if friendships in the absense of quarrels at all are any better than those which infrequent quarrels and patching. we'll never know will we.

and then there's the issue of dealing with conflicts and all. confront or avoid. latter for me. former for pang. and then i was telling pang that my guy would be so poor thing coz if anything happens, he won't know what hit him. it'd be totally ignore/avoid-mode. but then again it's all theory.

headed home after 3 hours in school to get the rest of my cya clothes before heading to changi. nothing much about the appreaciation ceremony. it was free entertainment for the tp cyas tho coz the sp cyas put up a little skit and song item.

it was great seeing the sp cya friends which were actually only brandon and this other guy whom at first i had no idea how'd iknowhimheknowme. and his sudden hi sarah caught me off guard tho i did find him really familiar but i just couldn't place him. but i'm guessing he was doing the same duty day and counter as me. boy was i glad i need not do the tp representative speech.

stayed back for a while longer to discuss the future cya stuff. i'm not sure how it'll go. we'll see.

jazz the next day. as usual, we were late. but the night went not too bad. felix's family came down too and his sister reminded me of me. somehow.

was very tempted to skip service again but we had proficiency test. so dragged myself out of bed rather late but ended up reaching really early. record time of 20minutes in getting out of the house. slip-ups here and there but something learnt each time. one more week of service. boy, am i gonna miss it. =/

profociency test was -.- was the 3rd last in the register and the most glaring and stupid mistake i did was not repeating ms daga's order. she didn't make it hard for me so the recommendations was rather easy till i happily walked away after she completed her orders totally forgetting the last part to it. urgh.

skipped lectures the whole day which was actually just service and appres lect to study for accounts. slept, woke up, study, slept, woke up, study. not such a bad idea. at least i could concentrate when i studied.

accounts test was crap. i hope i'll pass even though i didn't not attempt part of the last question. had the supposedly really good fried quayteow at seah im with junie as i didn't fancy going home for my grandmother's cooking. wasn't as satisfying tho' it wasnt too bad.

sometimes, when friends u don't expect or keep in touch anymore sends a random message saying you're remembered. that's bound to put a question in your head and a smile on your face.
nothing due this week. i'm feeling so slack it scares me. i'll start on marketing tomorrow. next week, next next week and next next next week is so gonna be hell.

there u have it. dust, bugs, mites all cleared.